Wow, this is madness!!
I came on here just to lurk at what people were saying about the Ep.9 trailer and I actually decided to log in for some unknown reason and seen theforceuk's private message alerting me to this thread asking where I am ( thank you theforceuk ). Iv'e actually been back on here 2 or 3 times since I last posted just to lurk for 2 mins but never bothered logging in, I didn't notice this thread though before. I have to say i'm really taken back by this thread and by all of you lot on here and the respect and care you have for people, I wasn't expecting this at all, I thought everyone would have just forgotten about 'that random member' who showed up for a little while. Thank you all for thinking about me, it means a lot.
So no, i'm not dead, nor have I been kidnapped, burst into flames, turned to the dark side, or gone homeless and living in an underpass at a seaside resort living off people's leftover chips. But I have however fell out of love with collecting vintage Star Wars, yes it was a fad for the most part and it was all new and exciting getting back into it again, but my problem is when the initial excitement wears off and I run out of things to collect I lose interest, it's kinda my thing. Yes there are a TON of vintage SW toys to collect and track down but I never have been a hardcore collector and into all the little rarities & variants like most of you are on here, to me personally I collected what I loved which was mostly nostalgic childhood pieces and I was fulfilled from this, this was all that existed to me in the end. I reduced my 'fad collection' right down to just 16 loose childhood figures ( which I still have & love ) and decided to call it a day and move on. I also noticed when I came back on here the one time after not posting for a while was that the 'off topic' section had disappeared?, this kind of sealed the deal for me in not coming back on here as I liked that section, iv'e just looked now though and it's back and apparently i'm posting in it lol, don't know what's happened there... Ah well lol maybe I missed it for some reason last time.
I'm fully into my Commodore 64 hobby again now and have been collecting for that, i'm truly in love with my C64 collecting so i'm regularly on the C64/128 facebook group instead of here, naturally. The new games that are developed for the C64 are incredible with what is currently being achieved technically, some i'd even call masterpieces and much better than any other vintage game ever developed, and as new games are always coming out it keeps things fresh, exciting, i'm always looking forward to new game releases. Not only can I collect and display these things but I actually get to enjoy interacting with them by having fun playing them, instead of just having expensive pieces of plastic that I can only display and look at. And I'm not just stuck to only collecting what exists vintage wise, if it wasn't for the new game releases i'd have collected only about 100 nostalgic games then lost interest and eventually move on from that too. Yes there are modern Star Wars figures but boooo I hate them they make me puke!! :lol:
My C64 collection, floppy disk games on top shelf, cartridge on bottom...
So iv'e been okay and keeping myself occupied in the C64 community and farting around on games, and going to the gym to improve myself physically and mentally, not much else has changed really apart from this. I do have to note too that when I first joined this forum I was still loving the Star Wars movies, the release of Ep.7 kind of sparked things off and got me thinking about Star Wars again, I built the Deagostini Falcon model, I collected all the vintage figures etc. But then The Last ****ing Mongole came out and it killed it all off for me :lol: .. wooow was that bad brah!, after TLJ practically killed the story and potential this trilogy had, I completely lost the buzz for all things Star Wars ( accept for the OT & prequels ), don't even care about Ep.9 now for the most part and i'm definitely not giving Disney any more money, i'm not supporting what they've done to Star Wars, i'm only interested in what's happening with the Emperor so i'll wait for a copy and just download it. Obviously TLJ was only
part of why I stopped collecting vintage figures, the fad wearing off happened on it's own anyway but TLJ definitely put the last nail in, it just made me simply not care any more.
I hope you're all good anyway and doing well and all still enjoying collecting, it feels weird to be posting on here again it's almost like I never left haha. Also toy of the week is still going?!, wow.
I'll still visit the forum sometimes and be around a little, just nowhere near as much as before, i'll be like an annoying force ghost that isn't around most the time but then randomly appears for a brief moment to ruin your day. How can I fully leave?, you guys are great!
Richard.