Sorry to hear about the crap you've been through in the last few weeks mate.
Life always seems to think up new ways to take you by surprise and boot you in the knackers when you least expect it.
Taking a bit of time to re-assess things is definitely not a bad idea. There are more important things than 30 year old lumps of plastic and cardboard...........though some of the guys on RS don't seem to realise that.
Anyways, hope things pick soon, if only so you can start actually doing some moderating on here, Emiel and I are getting bored doing it all! :lol: